Thursday, January 26, 2006
I've apologized.
Was it Yeesh's fault?
Nope.
Did she "forgive" Yeesh?
Nope.
Did she reply to Yeesh's msg?
Nope.
Does Yeesh really care?
Nope.
Will Yeesh pacify her like she's her bf?
Nope.
Will Yeesh even TRY to understand?
Nope.
Does Yeesh care if she got to watch the Geisha in the end?
Nope.
Does Yeesh think that she's been a mega pain in the ass?
Oh man, that's a resounding YES!!!
Hmm... kinda spoilt the trend to the answers huh? But oh well, what can i do? I really think she's a huge pain in the ass. Not as if i didn't try. I tried k? Not like i didn't treasure the friendship. I really tried k? If she expects to be pacified, go get herself a bf... Don't expect me to do the job. I'm a girl. I sit around waiting for people to listen to me whine and pacify me. Not the other way round. And of cos, i think it's stupid. I'm a 20 year old. So is she. How come we still end up having kiddish 3 year old fights? "But u promised!!! I don't care. Don't friend you liaos la..." Lame... =P I will act like a 20 year old and not like her. Even Shimone pie is nicer and more mature.
YYY
Friday, January 20, 2006
Second post of tonight. Wow... Yeesh's been hardworking huh?
Anyway, in a bad mood. Can't help it but blog more when i'm in a bad mood. Just published my previous post about 5 min ago and here i am, blogging again.
Well, saw shimone pie's pic while viewing my blog. Wanted to blog about her. Right now, all i really wanna do is to hug that little kiddo and tell her that jie jie misses her so much. Hopefully, that little hug will be able to bring a smile to my face. Nowadays, i don't really smile or laugh from my heart very often. Most of the time, i do that when i'm with Shimone pie... Only she can do silly things to make me laugh really hard. Silly things like running up to me saying a mega duper long PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE expecting me to grant her wish. That's cute. But what's even cuter is when i don't grant her wish. Then she'll say: "BUT I SAID PLEASE!!!"
I really love her so much. Such a darling. A darling who will never tell me to do things i don't wanna do. A darling who will devote a very large part of her attention to me. A darling who will hug me and tell me that she loves me. A darling who will always wanna see me happy.
Why can't the world be filled with more Shimone pies?
YYY
Yeesh hates the feeling like she's going crazy.
She hates to have to apologise when it's not her freaking fault.
She hates to hafta deal with old foggies who are pain in the ass.
She hates the feeling of wanting to talk to someone. BEFORE she goes mad.
She hates it even more when she has to resort to talking to the one because the other one is just not free.
Yeah...she ended up talking to the one. The one whom she should not speak of or speak to. The one told her to call him. Nah... she can't. She'll break if she does. She knows that if she called, she won't be able to speak clearly and she would end up crying. And of cos, if he managed to make her stop crying, she's in shit... She's would have most probably gotten herself into the same cycle as last year.
Yeah.. Yeesh cries as well. She's a very big crybaby in fact. HA... haven't seen that side of Yeesh, have u? Well, can't blame her can you? She's really dying here. Yeah... it's fulfilling to be so busy sometimes but she really wishes that she had more understanding ppl ard her. So far, most are fine. Actually, all but one are fine. They've been great. They've been helping me loads... Telling me to have proper meals, telling me to sleep early and helping me with work. But then, you've always gotta have one. Just ONE. One fren who refuses to understand and gets pissed at you for not watching geisha with her.
That's it. If she's still pissed after having apologized to her even when i din feel like it, then too bad. I'm not gonna try. I'm freaking tired. Last thing i need now is to go around rescuing friendships w friends who can't understand why i can't watch geisha with her in woodlands when i've got 3 freaking meetings in school.
YYY
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Was about to start this entry with something really bad. Was about to bitch but decided against it. Not like bitching about her is going to do me any good. SO... Yeesh is going to talk about the FEW things that managed to make her happy this year.
Top of the list: SHIMONE PIE
Went down to Princess' house yesterday. Yesterday was a really bad day and so i wanted to rest and relax a little. So, what better way than to go to her house and play with my little princess shimone pie? =)
Saw her new bedroom set and played with the new doll house my uncle bought for her. Hahahha... had such fun. It's always fun to see how 4 year old attempts to sleep in her own room for the first few times in her life. This is what my aunt told me. Apparently Shimone Pie will go into her own room every single night to TRY to sleep on her own. Then, 5 minutes later, she will walk back into my aunt and uncle's room and say:" Daddy, Mummy, I've tried already but cannot. Can i come back and sleep in my baby cot?" Hahahah... My dear Shimone Pie. SO CUTE!!!! Maybe someday i shld go and sleep in her room with her then she will be able to spend a nice night in her room.
As for her doll house,it's really pretty. How i wish i had something like that. It's totally made from wood and has a roof that can be removed. The doll house set comes with 5 dolls,Daddy, Mummy, Kor Kor, Jie Jie and Baby. It also comes with furniture, like a mop and a pail! Hahhah...How cute! BUT, the doll house made my aunt quite upset. Hhahah... She was upset cos of the size of the doll house. It's as tall as my darling Shimone Pie and it's really heavy and of cos, it's not cheap. It's really, really expensive. In fact, if i'm not wrong, my uncle had to get the doll house imported into Singapore. Hhahah... Obviously my aunt don't agree with buying expensive toys for the kiddo. But, u guys should really see what she did with the dolls and the doll house. Hahahha... she had so much fun.
Anyway, all in all, i had a lot of fun yesterday. Really don't regret slacking and not doing my meow meow assignment. =)
YYY
